See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever


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kills blogger.
moved to here!
6:57 AM

Dont wanna say anything,
Most prob closing down blog.
So angry and sad.
These two emotions don't mix.
7:24 AM

im bingeing, on love letters and pineapple tarts.
today is a bad start,
and was a bloody lousy day,
so many things i wanna say but dont know how to put it all in a sentence.
test sucks to hell with it i dont care anymore.
like i will never going to score above three,
much less well enough to get into other jcs.
yeah im bloody well stuck in dhs for my life.
so lets all mug and work our bones to the death,
for a chance of being one of the graduates.
motivation, everybody have their a source of motivation but for me,
motivation is jc.
but my motivation is so not working cause other jc is bloody impossible and its just a dream thats far away.
like what they say,
dissapointment comes with expectations.
so let me not expect anything so i wont be tremendously disapoointed.
in short,
school sucks.

Labels: treasure, what a word.

4:19 AM

Im running away, slipping away
Tired, afraid.
You are always there for me but im always running away.
because in my heart i know i will never be good enough for you.
because there are so many uncountable sins that i dont know how to face you.
dont know how to pray with a pure heart,
cause im guilty, as guilty as any human on earth.
i believe in you,
but im tired.
and i dont know why im running, running away.

/.
"Late last night and the night before,
Tommyknockers, Tommyknockers,
knocking at the door.
I want to go out, don't know if i can,
'cause I'm so afraid
of the tommyknocker man."
-stephen king

Clothes are bloody ex nowadays.
"...promises to keep."

Labels: gotta hang on., gotta have faith

3:48 AM

yes, guilt ain't a pretty feeling.
fear too.
im feeling queasy,
like im geared to expect something bad happen.
5:46 AM

If life throws you dirt, what do you do?
I'm buried in a whole earth of dirt, buried alive.
homework, grades, cash-flow.
So now as life chooses to be horrendous to me,
I THROW shoe at life. (inspired by the whole george bush drama)
But unfortunately I can't find life to throw at,
And that sucks.
By the way, say hellooo to my new sticker animal currently habiting my pencil case,
Call him/her/it rabu.

Mr Ng is super LOL.
Today was funny drama.
Someone keep bombarding him with lots of smses, (one day people will hate free unlimited smses)
First message of the whole twenty four SMS received in a few seconds:
"MR NG YOU ARE SO HANDSOME!"
Second mesage:
"just kidding, don't take it to heart..."
AWW. :D
But he is a good caring teacher though,
And he gets super funny at times,
Like hinting endlessly that he likes ba kwa.
Plus he is so much better than you know who I mean.
6:13 AM

School's fine,
but i have lots of hw to finish up.
LA teacher is superrr cool and funny!
he looks like santa claus.
You moved on.
cant get over you.
8:05 PM